Expressive Self Portrait
I finally let myself loose in my Self Portrait. I was able to channel the expression of the portrait- fear and despair- into compulsive line making. I have drawn in a scribbly, line heavy way since middle school. It felt cathartic to not worry about making everything perfect immediately, and be able to channel emotion into the piece. In that way I was able to layer lines and charcoal until I was satisfied with the values. I really enjoy how visible my touch is. There are clear fingerprints and hand marks which I am finding are my aesthetic. I like the freedom that comes in refusing perfection.
“I thought you said you would never hurt me!”
